Tomorrow I do something that I've never done before.....take a 17 hour road trip all by myself. I've done 4-6 hour road trips alone but never this long. I'm excited and exhilarated as I think about the open road with my windows rolled down and singing at the top of my lungs along to my tunes. Also being able to talk to God out loud and scream and yell and cry - no one is going to hear me. I may get some odd looks as the pass me by but I really and truly don't care. The open road is therapeutic for me and I'm looking forward to the frustrations, disappointments, and the anger rolling off my shoulders as I roll down the highway. Letting everything go mile upon mile.
I will be spending some time on the beach - which will also be therapeutic for me. Waves and sand speak deeply to my soul. By the time I hit the beach- I will be so ready for God to speak His Love Language to the depths of my soul. I will have gotten rid of the yuck and will be ready to be so filled up with His immense Love for me. I am so ready to once again have my soul refreshed and be able to hear His Still Small Voice.
I will also be spending time with my good friend and cousin. She is a certified Life Coach and will also help me as I deal with what was and look forward to what will be.
My dearest husband has taken care of me by reserving a hotel about half way both there and back. So I can take the miles in 2 days. I will only be gone a week but it will be life changing as all the cobwebs get swept out and I can see clearly.
Looking forward to a much happier and lighter side of me that I haven't been able to see for awhile. My daughter Hannah told me she is ready for a "stress-free" mom. Don't think that will ever be the case but less stress mom is what I'm looking forward to what that looks and feels like.
Discovering the next step and a new season - I'm excited for that!
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